I have been a lifelong crossdresser who wants to explore my feminine side in more depth. I would ultimately love to have a strong woman mould me and train me to fully embrace my girliest possible side. I have never been with a man, but would consider exploring with a couple. I am most definitely a complete submissive. I have frequently fantasized about the possibility of submitting to a man, but it would be far easier with a couple where the female leads and guides me down that path. Once full trust is established, I would definitely like to submit fully in bondage scenarios where I am rendered completely helpless and then used accordingly. Of course everything must be safe, sane and consensual. That does not mean that it could not be super imaginative and experimentally exploratory.